trust the theory and dump the man

Shocked when i heard that one of my friend,
actually got attached recently.
wondering why i was shocked that she got attached?
Because we share a common and weird theory of liking/loving someone(opposite sex of course)

Here's my theory: I love chasing the love that eludes me.

The male party kept it tucked away,
like papers in a briefcase.
And I kept trying to get in there.
It'll be a colossal waste of time and effort if the love aint reciprocated.
But i can't help it.
As said, i love chasing the love that eludes me.
Queer and heartbreaking isnt it?
It's like pulling triggers back on yourself.
Giving oneself unneccessary pain and problems.

Yet there can be gay occasions.
Exhilarating to know that your secret crush for the other party is mutual too.

Having your love reciprocated is like the best thing ever that can happen to you.

You felt like all your efforts, faith and time had paid off.
However, since the crush(deemed as an aim by my weird theory) has been achieved.

There is no point in doing anything anymore.
Because it's a cycle!
The cycle of chasing the love that eludes me.
And this goes on and on..... .... .....
This is why i get myself into a heart-wrenching point whereby
i lose the ones i had once loved and loved me because i lose my love too easily.
I don't treasure things that i have. (Regarding guys only, not friendship or anything else.)

I guess this theory of mine is hard for others to understand unless they had been in the same situation too.

Outsiders might just look at it that i deserve it.
But really, I cant help it : |
I wish i could just stick to one love and be faithful to him throughout.
Perhaps the only guy i would be faithful always is the one that plays hard to get even if we're in a relationship already.
The harder it is for me to keep his heart, the more i would like to try to!
This makes it challenging to me and i'll just stick to him, stick to chasing the love that eludes me:)
Perhaps huh?

Driving lesson's tomorrow.
What to do,
What do i do,
What should i do!
Ants climbing all over my head!
Tell me i'm STRESSED only cause my cupboard mess aint de-cluttered yet.

Confessions of a Shopperholic.
Hella funny and touching show.
Not as bimboistic a show as i thought it would be. (is bimboistic even a good description?)
Catch it if you can:)


i should de-clutter the mess inside my cupboard,
my clothes,
they WERE folded and stacked neatly,
AWHILE.
And they somehow resume to the
messy shorts, shirts,sleepwear overlaying here n there,
Now everywhere's a mess.
I HATE MESS.
Why?
Simply cause MESS=STRESS
:L

Chingay @ AMK 2009!

Hella Fun!

CASSIS ROOM

Almost could not believe my eyes when i read the email showing that i'm the lucky girl who wins
the $10 Cassis Room voucher! Just so, by linking them up in my blog!
Looks like i've got some good luck going on at the start of the year 2009!
Wells, in appreciation of their generosity, i'd like to spread it's good name on my humble lil' blog!

People whom have not heard of Cassis Room before, here's a brief of what it does(from my point of view) :

Cassis Room is a great online shop, where you can find the latest handbags style at prices as cheap as $10 to a little splurge-worthy of $39!
Currently, it has this ongoing New year sale(1st-31st Jan 09) where they slash the 2nd purchasing bag price off by 20%! Sounds appealing aint it?

It produces new designs very quickly! Say, in just a few days? You will definitely be able to find your type or likings of bag eventually!

It provides quality handbags which look similar to the picture shown on site. So fret not, if you worry that what you see might not be what you get!

The owner, Cassie, provides excellent and efficient service! Now, we all know that good service is really hard to get these days! So, treasure this one!

What i have mentioned above, are supported by it's strong pool of testimonials found at

http://www.cassisroom.com/2007/08/testimonials.html

So, if you have a teeny weeny doubt of what i portray of Cassis Room, you could very well trust the others, right? :)
Anyways, good luck to finding your perfect bag!
HAPPY 2009 to all!

I SO LOVE F.R.I.E.N.D.S!!

Had a sushi buffet last sunday afternoon with my cousins and stuffed my stomach too much food.
Now, i'm having a terrible gastric painnnnnnn.
Goood heavens.
Weak body weak!

Sara Bareilles - Between the lines

My memory is cruel
Im queen of attention to details
Defending intentions if he fails
Until now, he told me her name
It sounded familiar in a way
I could have sworn i'd heard him say it ten thousand times
If only i had been listening

Leave unsaid unspoken
Eyes wide shut unopened
You and me
Always between the lines
Between the lines

I thought i thought i was ready to bleed
That we'd move from the shadows on the wall
And stand in the center of it all
Too late two choices to stay or to leave
Mine was so easy to uncover
He'd already left with the other
So i've learned to listen through silence

THINGS I AM UNHAPPY WITH MYSELF TODAY

I do not like that i have weak willpower over food.
I hate it when i cannot control myself from not eating lesser.
I detest it (afterwards) when i gave in to eating MORE food upon smelling the strong aroma of it.
I'm against my behaviour of not eating when i am really hungry.
I just eat and eat and eat...
My tummy's getting bigger and bigger and bigger.
Now, even increasing my gym trips would not help keep away my tummy flabs.
I am so so unhappy;(((

Bruises by Chairlift

i tried to do handstands for you
i tried to do headstands for you
Every time i fell on you yeah every time i fell
i tried to do handstands but every time i fell for you
I'm permanently black and blue, permanently blue for
You ooo

http://www.apple.com/ipodnano/gallery/ads/

I WANT THAT!
SO SO BAD!

Can i rob the bank?
Of just $200!
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