Eileen T`

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

ughhhhhh blaaaaa

i hate school, hate it hate it!!!!!!!!!!!
cant breatheeeeeee!
Need a break break break!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hella give me my break!

I've got a crush on this someone!
But it goes on and off! yeowch...
I hope this feeling wont last.
I hate to end up in shitty situations whereby i'm glued to rose-tinted glasses.
Love's no good at all.
Boys are worse.

i hate to fall in love so fast! I've got tons of infatuations.
Life's not a fairytale! Watch 500days of summer and you'll know what i mean.

Hooked to Anberlin's A day late.

Thursday, September 24, 2009

cos i can't think of a title for now.

Haven been blogging for a god damn long time!
School's way too hectic!
Next week's my study break!
Week after will be my continual assesments! (THAT FAST?!)
Ughhhhhiamuberterrifiedbecausei'vebeenlaggingbehingmypeers:(
Others are at tutorial 6, and i'm still having a hard time with tutorial 2.
Tell me why does it have to be so difficult!
Is it really so that I love to stress myself, thinking, rather than ease my stress n mug hard!
I appear to be hardworking. But i really aint"(
Maybe i should live up to what i appear to be?
EAT BOOKS, EILEEN! LATERS:(
After block supper and hall king's 21st birthday celebration, soon . . .
Hoping it'll be fun or it'll be sucha colossal waste of my time! =D
WOW, the guys downstairs are shouting so loud. REALLY gotta go for block supper now!

Thursday, July 30, 2009

The secret of getting things done?

Doing them now!

Today's pretty eventful for me!
Having recovered from fever and flu,(thanks to insinyur camp)
i'v been dilligently doing household chores and other stuff.
Like washing my fan, mopping the floor, scrubbing the toilet, decluttering SOME mess on my desk and last of all, making my first ever, FRUIT SALAD! Yummm!
Hah! No Sweat!
(Kidn, of cos i sweated like a pig, doing so much chores.)


A'ight
Hostel admin staff rang me up in the afternoon.
Hey Ms Eileen Tan,
Please note that your hostel room is ready for accommodation on 8th Aug!
Should be good news aint it?
But i dont feel immense joy upon hearing the news.
Good news or bad? I dont know.
Living in a hostel has it's pros and cons, for me.
Studies might be affected.
I'm one whom gets influenced AND distracted easily.
With compulsory hostel activities to take part in since i so wanna stay throughout my uni life,
how am i to concentrate on studies? Is there enough time and energy? Sigh. I hope so!
Pros? Distance of course. What? That's it? Ya, just convenience sake. I'm this LAZY:<
It gives me headache each time i think about this matter.
Now give me a min while i get some fresh n coool wind from my sparkling clean fan.

Monday, July 27, 2009

23rd July, wed night!
I SAW A SHOOTING STAR FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE!
It was so quick, i could barely figured that it was a shooting star till it almost disappeared from my sight!
I was so elated! Only the girl in front of me and I realised that there was a shooting star!
We shouted at each other's face: "Shooting star!!!!!"
And then i quickly made my wish!
GOSH! Best time of my life indeed!

Friday, July 24, 2009

Shagged from Insinyur camp

Hey there earthlings.
I'm back from the Insinyur camp (combined engnrg camp)!
Most campers like me, rested less than 5 hours a day.
What's worse, it's a 6day5night camp. @__@ See the huge stamped eyes?
Ya.... n did i mention about my sunburnt skin?
My shoulders, are like monkeys' asses!
Think it's expedient i apply some cool aloe vera gel on them later!

About this camp,
there were mere differences compared to camps i've participated in SP.
Slackier but still the same fun experience i'd get.
The games planned for us, challenges the depth of my open-ness and dared me to try things i thought i would never have tried. E.g Exchanging pants with opposite sex under the waters of sentosa palawan beach?! Get what i mean dont ya.
The games, most of which, i've never played or even heard before! Thus, the fun and challenge.
I feel that the essence to having absolute fun and good memories of a camp is one's campmates.
They either make u all so excited and high during the camp, or made u sulk like a dork and wondered why u ever paid the freaking 50 sing dollars to go through this shit. Haha
The food provided was below expectations though. Given tt they'd snagged $50 per head(200 campers), i thought they'd provide better food! Probly cos they spent the money on better lodging instead. We spent nights at Coasta sands resort(Sentosa and pasir ris, each resort for 2 diff nights) n the Girl Guides Bunk(2 nights). 1 of the night, i slept at home sweet home=D.
Evoked envy from many campmates, esp those girls! haha!
Speaking about those girls. HAHAHA. They love to sing so much! We even decided to meet up for K-session soon. You should know that i find K-sessions a waste of money,not time though. True, one would have had joy with friends and family, singing tgth, but it's too pricey for a gathering. You think? I'd rather have dinner and engage in gossips. But oh wells, i'll probly make it an exception this time, cos tgth with this bunch of girls, we get high and bask in ourselves, singing our piece of melody. 2 or 3 sentences into each song and we'll start nah nah nah-ing or mumbling lyrics just coz we dont know the exact lyrics of the whole song. And then, we'll laugh at our stupidity! Jeez. So funny.
I'm still feeling shagged and achey so i'll just hit the sack first okay.
Have gotta tution that naughty boy tmr! Ughhhh. ZENnn.

Saturday, July 04, 2009

Friday, July 03, 2009

The cons of an itouch

WHY the invention of itouch!!!

It's using up all my free time, unconciously!

1am--Sleep
7.50am--Tidy myself up for work
8.30am-- Work(TIME PASSES BY SO SLOWLY HERE. . .tick tock tick)
6,7,8pm(inconsistent due to OT) --Home, Fetch sis home, Dinner
8pm-- Download songs, apps, videos, charge itouch; Play with the new games yay!
11pm--bathe;
12pm--TV progs, turning my sis in bed;
1am--Sleeeeeep zzZZzz

From the data above, anyone could tell that i used up most of my time fiddling with itouch.
OR
should I conclude that i have low will power. . .
Fudge@#$%

Sunday, June 07, 2009

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It's been so long since i last read a magazine!
Just got a CLEO two days ago, with Megan fox on the cover page.
She's the leading lady in a dude flick movie, Transformers. Recalled?
Hot chick ya?
But on this cover page, somehow i think she looks different,
not as pretty as she was in the movie...?
Well, skip that talk.
I'm really looking forward to the sequel of Transformers!
Revenge of the fallen, back in action, June 24th!

Saturday, June 06, 2009

Finally, i'm going to hit the gym! In 20 mins!
Haven been working out for a month.
$$ drained, efforts drained, motivation drained
That job of mine, sucked all my energy & life.
I'm now a professional(?) at photocopying, typing, scanning, filing & m.excel-ling.
U name all the paperwork, I'm to do it.
That's my job. Shit work!
How am I not to grow horizontally with an office job?
Okay...Gotta get get GET TO HERE! -->

Sunday, May 31, 2009

Grad pics!

These are the only 2 pictures I have......edited.
I'm still a newbie in editing photos!
I'm using this new software i specially downloaded just to edit my not so pretty grad pics!
Good Heavens!




Friday, May 29, 2009

Grad day 09!

Life's been really busy!

And finally today, under the sweltering hot sun, my graduation ceremony 2009 begun.

Nervous? Definitely! Nope, not the night before, but the moment when i was seated and watching others walked up the stage, receiving their cert holder. Yup,that's when i felt butterflies fluttering all over my tummy. My seat felt like a butt toaster, i couldnt quite sit properly and was fidgeting all the time. When the host announced that we have to get ready our i/c and seat ticket to be able to collect our cert, i was mortified. Shouted in my head, "Oh dammit! MY i/c is with mum! Should i go get it now or later? What do i do, what do i do?!"
Asked the guy whom i know, but not very familiar with, a seat away from me, whether he had his i/c with him. And he said yes. I panicked. As if i didnt know that his answer doesnt determine the need of me having my i/c with me. I still asked a silly question like that. Crap, i gotta get up my seat and look for my parents to fish out my i/c from one of either 3 bags. Why the hell we brought so many bags? One is my mum's handbag, 2nd, my graduation robe plastic bag, last, the video cam and digi cam bag. Brilliante?
After being chided by dad for being such a scatterbrain, I got hold of my I/c,so tight. Yes, i'm afraid it'll melt into butter and slip off my hands.

Back at my seat, fidgeting for another half and hour,texting Shikin(regarding her insanity about burke & yang from greys anatomy, she'd rather watch GA at home than to attend this ceromony!)Watching our friends receive their cert holder and cheering them on.
FINALLY, it's my turn to get up and join the queue. Could feel my legs going a lil wobbly! Photographers are taking close up shots, thousand pairs of eyes are staring! I'm wearing heels! Will i trip and fall? How should i pose for the camera, should i smile or look serious? How should i tidy my hair? Lotsa mixed thoughts in my head! Oh my, adrenaline escalating inside me.
Blink of an eye, i'm already at the stairs of the stage. One usher asked if i was nervous, and i replied yes i really am! She smiled and congratulated me. Another usher told me i had nice heels! Smiled and thanked her, and i'm ready to "catwalk" down to shake my handsome director of EEE Dr. Dave Chong's hands! I brisk walked and shook Dave's hands, got hold of my cert holder and smiled at the camera. Tadah! All's over!

Now, zooming into what happened after the whole graduation ceremony.
I was like a busy bee, buzzing around,snapping pictures with familiar faces.
All ye friends i've made throughout my whole poly life. One by one i shall name...Shikin, Fu Ming(helped him snap a family portrait), Raymond, Wenna, Wen Ming, Dzul Fadhli, Larissa,Shikin's friend Amirah, Pei Rong, Jing Yong, Angus, Melvin, Melvin's personal tutor, Ms Tan Min Inn, Andy, and finally, Raudhah(just before i rushed off with my parents and sis!)
I was sooooo excited and of course, sweating like a pig, which is why most of my pictures turned out badly. I wasnt at my best, with dishevelled hair and a sweaty face! Such a pity!:( It didnt help with my dad rushing me to leave cos he's rushing for time and needs to fetch us back. Disappointment T.T I really wished i could stay on longer and snap more pics and hang out with my friends. I might not be able to see them anymore in future u see. Different paths, different lives. Sobs. And on my way home, inside dad's car, one of my classmates texted me to ask me to take a pic with him. Too late:(

But hey, overall, i'm still pleased i took pictures with most of the people i love. Oh! My precious memories of this faithful day will be locked in my head n heart forever till death takes me! DRAMA! :D

Friday, April 24, 2009

Marching Bands of Manhattan

I wish we could open our eyes,
to see in all directions at the same
Oh what a beautiful view,
if you were never aware of what was around you.

And it is true what you said,
That i live like a hermit in my own head.
But when the sun shines again,
i'll pull the curtains and blinds to let the light in.

Sorrow drips into your heart through a pin-hole
Just like a faucet that leaks and there is comfort in the sound
But while you debate half empty and half full
It slowly rises, your love is gonna drown.

Your love is gonna drown.

I've got a job!
Eh, but you said economy downturn, no one wants to hire you, Miss Tan?
Hmm...
:D
Like what i've also said...
If i'm da boss, i'll only hire someone in cases such as a pregnant mama on labour leave
or if i've clinched a new project and require another 1 to 2 workers to fill up the shortage.
I'm that lucky worker that filled up the shortage for my previous internship company.
Lucky me or lucky company? I would say, both.
Hahaha!
The boss was reeeeelly nice to have compromised with my requested schedule and salary expectations.
I'll be working part-time there till August!

Now now,
ppl who aint got a job yet and are reading this,
are you feeling a lil sour deep inside upon reading how lucky i got?
A nice boss, a perfect timing for a job opportunity like such to come by at bad times.
No no,
don't be envious just yet.
You ppl get to relax your butts to the max for now!
But then one day u receive your ideal job offer through jobstreet or jobscentral or whichever means,
You'll regret,
like i did.
No more freedom:(
Just running here n about--> photocopying stuff, counting stuff, filing stuff, wishing stuff.
Wishing whaaat? For time to ticketytockety fasterrrrrrrrrr! Knock off!! Woohoo!

Friday, April 17, 2009

One and a half month

What would you do with 1+1/2 months?
Play all you want? (Eat, dota, drink, dota, bathe, dota, toilet, dota and more monster killings!!)
Or
Work like a bull, turning yourself into a cash cow?(Money money, my beloved honey!)
Or
Fly to places you've always wanted to go. (Need a break, finally?)
Or
Study all u gotta, to pass the exams. (Mug, coffee, doze off, slap yourself and mug again.)
Or what else?

I've been slacking this past 1+1/2 month so bad, i'm feeling a little worse than guilty.
Household chores, surfing net, watching movies, hanging out with friends, driving lessons,
Teaching my sister homework(sometimes i was even forced to do her hmwk!), shopping with Mum!

BORING LIFE.
I wish i could work, but --->economic downturn.
Who would wanna engage someone to do Administrative stuff for 3 to 4 Months only?!
I wouldnt want to do that too, if i were a boss.
Train an employee to deal with company's admin stuff(training needed cos certain companies have different styles of having their paper work sorted. Some are even confidential!) and bid goodbye to her in a wink. Engage another worker and RE-train. Jeez! Unless it's urgent--pregnant mother on labour leave, shortage of workers due to new project/lobang received. I wouldnt wanna spend unneccessary effort and $$ in engaging an admin staff who could commit only this long.
Therefore, i'll file the documents, photocopy papers and fax stuff moiself! I'm still the boss, but during suay times, who cares!
Hahahaha!
Seee...now u know why i still do not have a stable job.

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Humpty Dumpty

Humpty Dumpty sat on the wall,
Humpty Dumpty had a great fall.
That dumpty was me!
Utterly shameful.
Felt thousand pairs of eyes, watching how stupidly i fell.
It was so dramatic.
I climbed up the escalator and my slipper got tripped on one of the stairs somehow,
then i just fell forward, throwing the umbrella on my hand up to the air, which then landed a few steps before me. And no, i didnt just stand up gracefully to bend down again and pick up my umbrella.
i crawled forward to reach for my umbrella.
You know, like a ghost crawling on the escalator.
i must have been out of my wits.
Imagine the embarrassment i've felt after i jolted back to senses.
Face's thrown all over for people to step on.
SHAME SHAME was all i could think of,
and i didnt know why i exhaled a loud "OMG" after i fell.
TRIPLY SHAMED
Called my mother 20 mins after(time taken to jolt back to senses),
to whine about the dumb incident.
But she chided and laughed at me. Thanks for the comfort there.
Well i know, it does sounds funny, when i started piecing the facts slowly in my brain with calmness.
Thereafter, i messaged Shikin and Fang Qing to tell them abt what happened. Jeez.
Laughter's the best medicine for the pain i'm going through now.
Just laugh:"HAHAHA"===>Swollen legs will be fine. (i wish)

On a side note, i'm really glad that NTU accepted me into their EEE course.
They offered me a direct entry to 2nd year!
:)
But it's saddening to tell fang qing :(

journey of my life in pics`