actually got attached recently.
wondering why i was shocked that she got attached?
Because we share a common and weird theory of liking/loving someone(opposite sex of course)
Here's my theory: I love chasing the love that eludes me.
The male party kept it tucked away,
like papers in a briefcase.
And I kept trying to get in there.
It'll be a colossal waste of time and effort if the love aint reciprocated.
But i can't help it.
As said, i love chasing the love that eludes me.
Queer and heartbreaking isnt it?
It's like pulling triggers back on yourself.
Giving oneself unneccessary pain and problems.
like papers in a briefcase.
And I kept trying to get in there.
It'll be a colossal waste of time and effort if the love aint reciprocated.
But i can't help it.
As said, i love chasing the love that eludes me.
Queer and heartbreaking isnt it?
It's like pulling triggers back on yourself.
Giving oneself unneccessary pain and problems.
Yet there can be gay occasions.
Exhilarating to know that your secret crush for the other party is mutual too.
Exhilarating to know that your secret crush for the other party is mutual too.
Having your love reciprocated is like the best thing ever that can happen to you.
You felt like all your efforts, faith and time had paid off.
However, since the crush(deemed as an aim by my weird theory) has been achieved.
However, since the crush(deemed as an aim by my weird theory) has been achieved.
There is no point in doing anything anymore.
Because it's a cycle!
The cycle of chasing the love that eludes me.
And this goes on and on..... .... .....
This is why i get myself into a heart-wrenching point whereby
i lose the ones i had once loved and loved me because i lose my love too easily.
I don't treasure things that i have. (Regarding guys only, not friendship or anything else.)
I guess this theory of mine is hard for others to understand unless they had been in the same situation too.
Because it's a cycle!
The cycle of chasing the love that eludes me.
And this goes on and on..... .... .....
This is why i get myself into a heart-wrenching point whereby
i lose the ones i had once loved and loved me because i lose my love too easily.
I don't treasure things that i have. (Regarding guys only, not friendship or anything else.)
I guess this theory of mine is hard for others to understand unless they had been in the same situation too.
Outsiders might just look at it that i deserve it.
But really, I cant help it : |
I wish i could just stick to one love and be faithful to him throughout.
Perhaps the only guy i would be faithful always is the one that plays hard to get even if we're in a relationship already.
The harder it is for me to keep his heart, the more i would like to try to!
This makes it challenging to me and i'll just stick to him, stick to chasing the love that eludes me:)
Perhaps huh?
But really, I cant help it : |
I wish i could just stick to one love and be faithful to him throughout.
Perhaps the only guy i would be faithful always is the one that plays hard to get even if we're in a relationship already.
The harder it is for me to keep his heart, the more i would like to try to!
This makes it challenging to me and i'll just stick to him, stick to chasing the love that eludes me:)
Perhaps huh?
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