It just popped in my mind yesterday night 3am-ish that i don't have many best friends.
Friends that i used to think are my "best-est", aren't really.
But what makes a friend my best friend?
Since she/he is the best, I will only need one don't I?
As absurd as how i could open a sealed envelope faster using my fingers, than a letter opener, I Google-d this "How to find out who your best friends are."

Here's how from Wikihow . . .

1: Don't ignore your gut feeling. Do you usually feel manipulated by your friend? Do you usually have a bad feeling when they come and talk to you? Do you just feel like they aren't putting in enough effort?

2.Ask them if they can go with you on errands. If he/she says yes but afterwards refuses, you know that one's a goner.

3.Ask them if they could stay with you after school. If they say yes, but then say he/she has other plans, you know they probably don't want to be with you.

4.Call him/her to talk at night. If they talk for a while, but then say he/she has to go without a reasonable explanation (or makes up a "reasonable explanation" every time), they're probably not a true friend.

5.Notice if you're always the one starting conversations. If your "friend" doesn't email or call you like they used to, they're probably not your best friend anymore. Make sure there isn't anything wrong in their life that may cause them to isolate. Be open, and ask if anything is wrong; friendship is not a one way street.

6.If they call you behind your back they aren't a best friend any more. Just tell them whats best... Don't let them do it.

i figured now, that my best friend is .... my dearest mum.
Hahahaha, i so love Wikihow.