Just back from a friend's 21st bday party/sleepover that made me awfully exhausted!

Not because i didnt get to sleep at all, but because the sleep isnt enough and good.

How and why:

-The room's air-conditioner is definitely working hard to freeze my head into some icy-pop! It was bbrrrrrr...too cold! I'd rather sleep in a stuffy room and sweat then shiver myself to sleep.

-Selfish of me or not, i 'don't quite' like sharing a bed. BAHHH..Who am i kidding! I NEVER like sharing a bed. Not to mention SINGLE BED. UGHHH...Just squeeze me into that blending machine already. The thought of the lack of space, sharing a pillow, sharing a blanket, not being able to toss and turn around w/o disturbing the poor soul beside you, it puts me off, puts my sleep off. THIS CLAUSTROPHOBIC FEEL. But since it's with the birthday girl, and there're lack of mattresses, i figured, alright then. See that's why i need a good nap right now!

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DISCIPLINE, the ten letter word that's so hard to practice.

School's going fine.

No homework to do at the mo.

Facebooked. (2nd time of the week, that's it!)

Going Starbucks now. COFFEE!

Laters.

Sticklist

i made a random to-stick-to list while traveling from home to my tutee's place.

Here goes:

-deactivate FB/ set limitation, say twice a week or only when i'm tagged. (Yea..Obsession is my profession.)

-strong discipline and determination to finish up my tutorials without delay.

(Notice the word "strong".)

-Read e-books on my itouch whenever i'm on the move.

- Start some savings! My bank is well, depleting dry of cash.

(Yeah, i'm very VERY poooor. Always been, but will not be, if i start saving!!)

-Stick to my to-stick-to list.

That's it. Simple as it is, but hard to keep to it. Oh no, how can i be so determined to fail this time, again. L.L

:(

I miss my poly classmates.

The most recent time i've seen them was on christmas eve, LAST YEAR!

And they're going Malaysia this sat, but i cant, cos my mum's not giving me my passport! :(

And they're so not nice to switch for an outing in Singapore instead. :(:(:(

UPSETTING.

i love my sperry top-siders!

Though it's giving me blisters. BAHH!

Youth Olympic Volunteer

I have been a very lousy blogger.

BUT, this is my space, so who cares:D

What's going on in my life right now? Well....I'm a volunteer in the Youth Olympic Games (YOG)!

Awesome isn't it? How many people get to be involved in smth that means so so significant to Singapore? A once in a lifetime event!! Yea, i know some friends think i'm nuts, contributing effort in smth that i'm not paid for. Haha! As long as it's fulfilling to oneself, who cares whether u're paid? But of course, even if u like sweeping your house floor, doesn't mean u go around people's houses with a broom and work your magic! Anyhoos, the Visa debit card the YOG organisation had given us finally worked! It took quite sometime to be activated! I have been paying with my own bloody, sweatily hard earned money for my transportation! Suppose there's a glitch in LTA system? Bahh...

And ya..The Visa works like an EZ-link card too, that provides me unlimited bus rides and 4 train rides per day. Now, this is the ups of being a volunteer. A concession like such costs about $95? Oh wells. . .

little yellow flowers

i love the freshness, sweet yet not diabetic-ally sweet, quenching floral taste of Chrysanthemum Tea! Ultimately pure chrysanthemum flowers soaked in hot boiling water in my little Bodum coffee/tea presser.

A cup a day, keeps my parched throat away! :D

Transitions of thoughts with age

It's bemusing how one's thought and views changes as he or she matures.

I used to hate it when people smoke, and if they're my friends, I'll keep reminding them to smoke less and encourage them to quit.

But now, as much as i dislike people to smoke, I sort of understand how hard it is to quit, with the cold withdrawal symptoms and stuff...Not that i have been through it or sorts..haha! But i don't detest smokers as much as i did, younger!

Oh how i love her so! :)

wow..now blogger has improved much more with it's new template designer for all bloggers!

It's as easy as ABC to pick n mix up a nice blog template now! Fun!

oh i love checking this web out so much!

VSALLACCESS.com!

Oh goodness! "10 promises to my dog" made me cried till my eyes swell, almost choked on my tears... This particular scene whereby the main actress(from a girl to young woman) recalls the 10 promises to her dog, Socks, of which she mostly didn't fulfill when she grows older, was especially touching. It simply burst all my tear bags!
I used to want a golden retriever so bad (though i'm afraid of big dogs), but after watching the movie and feeling the immense sorrow when the dog leaves for netherworld, really made me re-think whether i should commit myself in keeping a dog, knowing that i would be so so sad upon losing it eventually... ...

i love this blog!
http://sevengypsies.blogspot.com/

I need to get creative this holiday!
I need to learn a 3rd language this holiday!
I need to earn more $$ this holiday!
I need to rreeelaaxx this holiday!
i need to split myself into ten selves!

FlipFlapFlop

I see the sexy body contours of ladies all the time,everywhere, on FB, on the streets....
and i want so so soooo much to be as lean and healthy looking as them.
I'll never feel confident of myself until i get rid of those flabs.
I want a quick and easy alternative, but slimming packages are so expensive!
So i figured, bahh....it's time to exercise, not just talk my way out if it!
But i know, i never ever persevere...I'm such a flipflapflop...

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Had a quick catchup with Mya BFF (Bitch Fit-ing Forever..hahaha! Kdn!) today at Junction 8.
Awesommeee time i had with her, as usual. Indra was there too. Haha! Lovely couple them 2!
Forever bickering and teasing each other. I know i'm sucha lightbulb.. but I LIKE IT so who cares:D
Sometimes i wished i had a bf too...
No, sometimes i wished i had a gf too!!


TO DO LIST:

*PROJECT REPORTS AND PRESENTATION PREPARATIONS!! UGHHH!
*WASH THE FREAKING DIRTY FAN(last time i washed it was a month ago?)
*SEEK HELP IN JAILBREAKING MY ITOUCH(i need to download "free" apps!!)
*PLAN WHAT TO DO ON MOTHER's DAY!
*DECLUTTER THE MESS ON MY DESK. Erm..no i don't think it's very messy yet, so this can wait...
*ORGANISE CLASS OUTING. i don't really like organizing stuff when people are so reluctant to confirm their attendance fast, or i know that it's gonna be a flop...This time it WILL be a success, ELSE i'm not gonna do it! HEH!

okay, before one can accomplish great tasks, they'll need to have ample rest!
So that's what I'm gonna do right now! Hope I'm gonna dream of something sweet soon!