Random thoughts floating in my mind...

#What do i really like doing, why don't I have a particular goal in life?

#Immerse myself with a solid good experience from exchange and graduate a semester later, or skip the opportunity and grad on time.

#I am wasting too much time on my macbkpro. Ughh..the long spanning webs of the internet caught me!

Tuning to:

The only exception, Paramore

Maybe i know, somewhere deep in my soul

that love never lasts

and we've got to find other ways

to make it alone

or keep a straight face.

And I've always lived like this

keeping a comfortable, distance.

And up until now

I'd sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness

Because none of it was worth the risk, but darlin

you, are, the only exception

Just back from a friend's 21st bday party/sleepover that made me awfully exhausted!

Not because i didnt get to sleep at all, but because the sleep isnt enough and good.

How and why:

-The room's air-conditioner is definitely working hard to freeze my head into some icy-pop! It was bbrrrrrr...too cold! I'd rather sleep in a stuffy room and sweat then shiver myself to sleep.

-Selfish of me or not, i 'don't quite' like sharing a bed. BAHHH..Who am i kidding! I NEVER like sharing a bed. Not to mention SINGLE BED. UGHHH...Just squeeze me into that blending machine already. The thought of the lack of space, sharing a pillow, sharing a blanket, not being able to toss and turn around w/o disturbing the poor soul beside you, it puts me off, puts my sleep off. THIS CLAUSTROPHOBIC FEEL. But since it's with the birthday girl, and there're lack of mattresses, i figured, alright then. See that's why i need a good nap right now!

XX

DISCIPLINE, the ten letter word that's so hard to practice.

School's going fine.

No homework to do at the mo.

Facebooked. (2nd time of the week, that's it!)

Going Starbucks now. COFFEE!

Laters.