Westlife-Fool Again

poem on real beauty

just read smthg interesting..

Plastic isn't beautiful
Neither is glass
Gold can be tarnished,
But we say it's first class.

If you want to see beauty
Look at the trees,
The hills, and the mountains,
The flowers and bees.

If you want real beauty
Look at the heart.
For it's inside a person
That real beauty starts.
=D

kids do the darnest thing

i must agree that kids say the darnest thing!

but i'm gonna add on that kids DO the darnest thing too!

just look at my sis!

she was sooo bored that she decided to get creative with her

bath towel,hat,beloved crown,and even clothe pegs!
look at her "costume party"!

costume 1: Holy maiden

costume 2: Superwoman!
costume 3: a mysterious person?

costume 4: a crook?

costume 5: a lovely princess!
costume 6: uhh..oops!=D

costume 7: a walking corpse?

LASTLY,THE SLEEPING BEAUTY!;))

a boss whose hobby's backstabbing.

o yay!
i'm gonna suntann myself soooon cos i'v found a partner!
she's my working partner in Chomel=]
she's tanned enough though=x
arrghh..whatever..she needs an even tann too
i'll take a pic of us someday n post it!
i realised my recent posts had been quite emotional..
haha! i'm feeling better now!
... just a tiny winy prob,
it's not convenient to share this prob though..
sighs..
but there's a chinese saying:"when the boat reaches it's port, it will be naturally straight??"
lol..i literally converted it from chinese to english.
so figure it out urself! hah!
oyea! there's smthg i rmb to remind myself to blog down!
uggh..what is it?
hmm..hmm..
yeaa!
yestd,when angeline(a 20+++ woman in chomel's management team)
called to asked if i could work nxt wed(supposedly my off day)
i hesitated a while, and whatever,
my soft heartedness took control of my mind
it's like my mind was telling me:
Eileen,dont b stupid!
there's so many other ppl whom r working on tt day,
y would they need u?
they just needed to torture u b4 u leave the company!
don't u agree!
and okay, my soft heart(angel) said in a demure voice:
Eileen, just help her la...u dont have anth on nxt wed anyways.just agree to it!
at tt split moment, the angel sounded more "right"
i told her: "ok, not a prob."
and so,angeline told me..great! u can work on wed?
i'll send u to isetan in parkway parade(pp) to work k?
shouldnt have any objections huh?
i was dumbfounded...pp 's super FAR and inconvenient!
e thought of sitting on the bus for at least an hr,travelling on rocky roads,
makes me go BRRrrrrr...
b4 i could agree to anything,
she rattled on:"hmm..so u shall work there on tues too!
mon u shall work at TAMPINES! wtf! another long journey to the east?(or west?)
ugghhhhhh.....
so i was complaining and grumbling to my workmates right after she hung up
saying:"ughh!tt stupid angeline! gave me shitty work schedules! what a bimbo!"
I was fuming with rage at tt point of time!
suddenly, out of nowhere,
tt detestable "SENIOR EXECUTIVE" named SUMIYATI
said in a oh-so-unlikely-gentle voice:
"eileen, u shouldnt say such bad stuffs about others behind their back u know?
how would u feel if someone did tt to u?"
HAHAHA!! SUCH ANGELIC WORDS ACTUALLY CAME OUT FROM HER SMELLY CIGARETTy FOUL MOUTH?
mind ya, she's gd at backstabbing ppl! she even backstabbed her partner(same rank as her) just to gain the bosses attention! she's great in licking smthg too! and tt's the bosses boots! haha!
" haha! who in the world has nv badmouthed abt others b4?? so what, u'r gonna tell angeline? GO AHEAD! "
and she seemed shocked tt i actually sneered her.."oh no,dont worry..i'm not gonna tell her..but i'm just telling u u shouldnt badmouthe abt ur boss like tt " ... ... this is so =.=
woots! she made my day man!
n my workmates were warning me tt i shouldnt complain abt
anyone(incldg bosses)in front of her cos she will definitely backstabb u to gain the bosses favour..
which means i should badmouthe abt bosses ONLY behind her back! but,i didnt think i should contain my anger and unhappiness and wait till she's outta sight b4 complaining! pffftt

oh wow! it's been a long confession with my diary!
EiLeen's gonna slp now! seeyas!

*You and me

We used to be together

Every day together always

*I really feel

That I'm losing my best friend

I can't believe

This could be the end
*It looks as though you're letting go

And if it's real,

Well I don't want to know

*Don't speak

I know just what you're saying

So please stop explaining

Don't tell me 'cause it hurts

Don't speakI know what you're thinking

I don't need your reasons

Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
*Our memories

They can be inviting

But some are altogether

Mighty frightening
*As we die, both you and I

With my head in my hands

I sit and cry

*It's all ending,

I gotta stop pretending who we are...

*You and me

I can see us dying... are we?

why do all gd things come to an end

All Good Things (Come To An End) Lyrics

Dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could die

Honestly what will become of me
I don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is daily
We are what we don't see
We missed everything daydreaming

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end

Travelling I always stop at exits
Wondering if I'll stay
Young and restless
Living this way I stress less
I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets it and I don't cry
I only feel gravity and I wonder why

And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day until the feeling went away
And the clouds were dropping and the...
The rain forgot how to bring salvation
The dogs were whistling a new tune barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could die

extended working days`

and so,
i'll be working till 31st march cause i'v agreed LiLy Hsiang-
Chomel(Wisma Atria) new executive.
Was it a moment of folly and soft-heartedness?
or is it that i've started to adapt to this kinda working environment
and took a liking for my workmates...
actually they weren't that bad afterall:))
besides, i cant seem to find another better job that wanna take me in!
my workmates think i'm a real joker,sotong and a mummy's girl...
they cant bear to let me quit earlier! (made me so glad to hear this!)
but hey! wouldnt u be touched too to hear tt
u have friends tt cant bear to let u leave em earlier?
that's what i feel! =]

anyways,
i realised i'm a "blurr sotong" in many people's eyes
a real gullible oh-so-innocent kinda girl*winkwinks*
=.=
am i?

haha! i miss kyi and roslyn....
one's in america, one's in new zealand
time diff is so great..
one's 8hrs, one's 5hrs..
i miss em dearly;(
but that doesnt mean i wont b treasuring e
great buds i have now right fen?
^^)
cheers to all`

good things come to an end

currently addicted to the song sung by nelly furtado
-GoOd thinGs come to an end-
partially bcos i miss my classmates so much,
i really dont wish to change class and move on!
and so i felt, why must good things come to an end!
part of the song's lyrics goes: Fla-mes to dust,
Lo-vers to friends,
Why do all good things come to an end...come to an enddd..
Why do all good things come to an end....

meaningful isnt it? ;(
i dont wish to move on..
i just wanna stay with these fun yet studious bunch of classmates throughout my polylife!
they'r really difficult to part with!
i'm afraid my yr 2 classmates wont be as nice!
and yes, no class can replace 1B05 ever!:))
huifen how bout u n ur class? u feel the same way as me too?

wasted trip

my head's heavy,
my nose's heavy,
my spirit's low,
the only thing that's high is my body temperature:(
sighs...
yes i'm down with a flu..
still gotta work fulL shift tml!(8.30am till 10pm!)
stupid and short-sighted me, agreed to help my
other workmate by replacing her on 1 fulL shift for her tml.
ugghh..but who knows i'll be sick! :[
still, i'm gonna b strong n not take an urgent MC tml,
cause, instead of earning $$,i'll be wasting $$ on MC..
hehe..mon$y minded eh? =X

so, today is a i'm so not-in-the-mood-to-do-anything day for me..
went to several boutiques in AMK hub in the morning with mum,
was "shopping" to ask if there's any job vacancies for me..
went to practically all shops that stuck the *SALES CO-ORDINATE NEEDED* notice
haha!
went to IP ZONE,BLUM and Co,TRIUMPH(mum forced me to),.....
in the end, there were two best choices tt mum settled on for me-
IP ZONE(pays $5.50/hr)(but intv place is at marina sq,so mum stroked this option 1st-lazy to go there la)
MOO MOO(pays $5/hr)(but needs me to work at j8 or marina sq)(pay's low,still need to pay transport fee!stroked off!)
ARTBOX(they want me to go for the intv @5pm! b4 telling me the pay)(caught my appetite)
so,i'm left with ARTBOX u see..
it was only 1pm then,so mum n i decided to go home 1st b4 i go back again for ARTBOX intv.
time passes,after waking up from a very much needed nap,it was time for my intv.
so, dad fetched me there,filled up application form, briefed,time to sign letter of appointment BUT
saw that the letter stated, part timers will be paid $___ hr..
without hesitation,i asked my might-be employer what's the pay..
and she said,$4.50/hr=.=
isnt this trip a waste of my time? FUDGE!
made my spirits even lower cause i actually made a trip down specially for em
@#$%^&*!

anyways,i'm gonna update my blog as frequent as possible cos i know hui fen will be reading constantly yea?:)

viagra?

hello readers!(talking to myself)

my echo: Hello EileEn! how's ur day?

me: hmm..lazyday today,off work at 3pm! shiokness!

suppose to pay a visit to my godmum's house,

but it was raining cats and dogs,

and godmum wasnt at home too"(

kinda disappointed cause i actually wanna go

outdoors to breathe some fresh air instead of staying at home today,

and breathe clothes,smell dusts in Chomel consecutively for next 2 weeks:(

anyways, i read a really funnei email today sent by i seriously dont know who-

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LOL!! do i really need those medication? CRAZe la!

but thanks for brightening up my day with ur email! haha! joke!=D